dude man shoot.. sit is bein gay and my entry like flippin disappeared easter was cool, got the candy.. and the BEST PART (besides the service) was getting my FLiPPiN Tina Turner CD! ! ! that was awesome. (simply the best is the CD) and I was listenin to it like ALL FRICKIN DAY! hardy harr harr. it is so awesome. I love her to death. but the service was awesome like I already said, felt like I connected to God, and I understand ur whole deal KD.. I feel like sometimes I just cant. lol one day we will get the sign, and know what we are here for etc. etc. til then live this time up! and remember dont try to sin on purpose.. but he will forgive u if u do. lol I am getting all church-like, but he did die for US on this day so being grateful is something I am definitely going to be doing for now on. and I am gonna try to stop swearing speaking of trying to do things, I am really gonna start going to the Y again. this easter I ate a lot of shit. I gained like 1241252352346234565652456 lbs. but it was SO WORTH IT. but I want to try to get back on track health wise. I was such a health nut 8th grade year.. I want to get into that again, ya kno? I feel so ugh, when I am not exercising and stuff. it makes u feel so much better once u get done jogging. and I actually have learned to really love doing that. I want to do it more often. so keep an eye out for me running around outside this summer. lmao. but yea I will get back into that tomorrow. SERIOUSLY. tomorrow i will start eating healthy, and yea... I knew easter wasnt gonna be good... BUT YES, tomorrow is the DAY!! lol *laughs nervously* we'll see where this goes other than that, nothing really going on, I am supposed to be going to Sam's to sleep over on Wed. so I want to get like all my homework done and stuff... so I dont have anything to really worry about. well Imma dip... go talk about Matt to Kd... cuz I love him so fuckin much. I miss him, GRRR he makes me feel so good. he is UGH SO SEXY, and his personality rocks my fuckin socks... he is ugh, I wanna just do him NASTY sometimes.. cuz the shit he does. he is grr... the greatest thing to happen to me in quite some time. he is so great. I am in love with this child, this spring break I'll show him that. HAHAHA! *wink wink* love u babe. give me a call.. or something! TONIGHT @ any time.