today, got home after a day at the laundromat and all of a sudden u got it bad came on, and o man that was (or maybe still is) his song and man it kinda hit me, all the fun times we had together. in a good way. in a sad, thats in the past now but at least I had him as long as I did-kinda way. it was so cute to just lay there and i was holding my pink bear he gave me (remember that valentine's day? hehee) and yea I just thought about everything i've shared with him. how much I really loved him but was always too scared to say it, then I realized... let this flow... and for months we did it, we made it work. we were in love.... then we changed... faded, we caught each other at a bad time and knew that we would be able to make this work, it would work too perfectly. our relationship would've been so perfect now... but now we're both different, he's growing up right before my eyes..... "Was it only that vague look in his eyes that said he was moving on quickly from childhood?" -Flowers in the Attic.