alright kids. an update on my life. for the most part my life is good. "every long lost dream lead my to where u are, others who broke my heart they are like northern stars, pointing me on my way to your loving arms." such true words.... i realized today (well its been more than a day that i've realized this) that everything has a meaning and everything that happens, happens for a reason. whether we realize it then or not... everything does. i just hate that i had to go through all of the shit i did, when i could've been done and over it a long time ago. :( BUT thats in the past now, and i need to learn to not think about the past and look forward to my future. :) i love u baby.