i personally hate myspace blogs. ick. i like sitdiary because no one can read it but me. mainly because no one knows about sitdiary. its no xanga and no myspace. which is really great. i love private little sitdiary. i was reading some old entries and realized just how much i cared about that kid. its funny how we can be blind to one's imperfections when all we worry about is being happy. last summer was a really great summer in the sense that i was happy. this summer i'm happy, but overall, i'm not. which is funny... but sad. its a thing. it will pass eventually. just like everything else. i think about how things were with my boyfriend for a year and how different things are now. in a way it gives me motivation to move on... i dont know. not motivation, but it makes me realize that i will be at that point with him eventually. its hard because we are joined by mutual friends, but as we mature things will get easier. in a way i am excited about next school year because it is a chance to start new and such. i dont want it to be all full of drama and stuff. that wouldn't be too good. and i really hope that we can put all of this aside and stuff. i miss being the good friends that we were. but good things come to those who wait. yeah, he's been on my mind lately. i kinda like it. work is going well. i should go see if the laundry is ready to be put in the dryer. my blue shirt is in there. i love that thing. i need new pants for work and new shoes. woo. lookin ass. i do need new shoes tho. i dont know what kind yet. i also need to go back to school shopping. that i am really excited about. which is why i try not to spend that much money. i got my nails done which is mega awesome becuase i have wanted that for... like ever. alright i'm done with this enrty. i need to finish the laundry. iloveyou.