This is a good mood to be in. :) "Give credit where credit is due." That is to Andrea because she helped me. She said for me to tell ppl to never talk about him to me ever again, if it was good bad or w/e. I completely agree with that. So I did it, I still have to tell others, won't name names... but I haven't gotten a chance to talk to all of the people that I need to... to just say "if u ever hear him say anything about me, good or bad don't tell me." so if u read this... keep it in mind. I want him out of my mind. There will probably never ever be another me and him; so why even try? To hold onto hopeless dreams is the most pathetic thing I have ever done. And this isn't a bash session from me to him, because I still really really REALLY (sometimes I dont think he knows how much) still care. But u can read more about that in my other entry to you punk-edited because well I wont go into detail when I have another entry that will show u exactly how I feel. Sometimes I fall off the tracks... and I get into depressed moods, because I miss him sometimes. He, well see the entry. lol. because I dont want to talk about it... its better to stop thinking, talking about him altogether. Life is just better that way. moving on......................... school today was fun. At lunch I was telling Tomczak how hot Andrea's mom is. damn she fine, that was fun. She is such a M.I.L.F. u guys just dont get it. BUT... I will stop there for the sake of her daughter. lmfao. u kno who u are... who doesn't? I just said her name! lmao... anyways We had a tornado drill today and Mina showed up right next to me! It was off the chain! It was nice to talk to her small ass again, she is so cute! :) luv u gurl. lol Now that I think about it, school wasn't that great today. Well the hot serbian from Computer Applications wasn't here, so me and Amy are sad. Every time he came over, I would look at Amy and just start roLLinG...! lol good times already and I barely know the chick. lololol.. I love making new friends fast, ya kno? I still can't believe u DRANK THAT ORANGE STARBURST SMOOTHIE!!! lmao. woo. that was fun. LIZ'S MOM HAS GOT IT GOIN ON. Just thought I would add that in there, Jess knows what I'm talkin BOUT! ahahaha that was funny. everyone's mom is hot these days. LOL. well actually only to Mr. Nelsen Liz's mom is hot. I haven't seen the woman yet.... but I heard Nelsen's gf is hot.... so I guess Liz's mom is too. :) Enough about everyone's mother. LOL yes so happy, the due date... for Mutuzaluh Anastasia Benitez Barrios is Sept. 11th. In respect for those lost on that horrid day. :( other than nothing really went down, a lot of people noticed the shirt. "Pimpin' Ain't Easy." and agreed with me. LOL.. SHO AINT. ahahah........ anyways.... a lot of people got this shirt now. and I saw someone wear it today. they copy. lol today was a good day. I should like call Megan or something lol... if only i knew her number. :) I will talk to her one day. I just miss havin her to write/email/talk to. But them nine weeks were fun. She helped me with him ty babe.