time to REFLECT

Feeling: optimistic
I am updating this up just for Kimmy! :) so she has something to read about. hell yea I miss Audubon too player, too many good times there. And I know u ALL can agree that u miss that place. there were some fun ass times there. and we were in the best unit. it was great. the people were great and everything. but now ya'll are growing up and it hurts to see that because well I changed in Middle School (thank God for Amanda), and now i sit back and watch u guys change. and I feel like I'm letting all my children go and live their lives. :D like I am letting u guys go off to college and I can't keep an eye on youz! *cries silently* I miss u guys like WOAH but I gotz the memories to keep and the way u all were. and the love and yea, the good times. but I have learned to move on and leave that part of life behind. high school is for new things. and well thats just the way it is. I hate to have to move on from those times... the laffs. the cries, the all of it. every single bit of it. :D those times were the shit. and I think I've met my closest friends in middle school. I miss that school every day, but I've learned that life is constantly moving forward and I just need to move with it. :) well thats all for now. I miss u guys. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU. more than u will ever know. *kiss kiss* have a good saturday!
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lol silly i haven't changed!! but i feel ya. and believe me i kno how it is to look on to the ppl you kno so well and watch them grow from you.. i feel like a mother in that sense.. and i've learned to let them go.. if they need me they kno where to find me.. we've both given then the things they need to make the most of life.. and they just have to use em
This is just a random comment. I love your diary with all the rainbow stuff though. I have a marriage is love banner on my diary too.
-Carla