well I thought I would re-do this because after our talk there are some things I want to get out. well hun even tho I think I am over you enough to start living a decent life again, doesn't mean that I love u any less. I know I never really did tell u much about how I felt, I haven't always been the most open person. I want to take this time to thank you for everything; the laughs, the tears, the good times, the gifts, and ur love. I was so glad to have been able to be loved by someone like u. til this day u are one of the most sweet, loving boys I know. underneath that rock hard shell u insist on living in, u are still the perfect boy I couldn't help but fall in love with. But I have accepted now that things aren't going to work out forever, and even tho u will probably never want to be with me again, just know that I still really care. I'm glad that we talked, u reassured ur love for me. and u can't lie to me there, u know u still love me... :) (and thats ok :D) we were together for a long time, we were bound to fall in love one way or another. I just want to let you know that I've shared some of the best times of my life with you darlin. I dont think anyone has ever made me that happy in my entire life. thank you for putting up with my bs for like a year, being there and just yea... being you. I hope one day u will be able to like call me up 546-3328 [or even email] and just talk to me about life, girls, baseball, anything in general. lol ur a really sweet kid, and I just don't want you to ever forget you loved me. I know its weird for the both of us to even talk or be in the same room together. but i love how we can just be us again when its just me and you. I hope all those times... even when we weren't a couple meant something to you. I'd like to think that I still have a place in ur heart, and the things u do let me know that. if u ever feel like there is no where else to go, come to me because I will always be here for you. we were good together, and I hope that we can still be good... I love you buddy, always have... always will.