IF ALL THE RAINDROPS WERE LEMONDROPS AND GUMDROPS O WHAT A RAIN THAT WOULD BE. ok thats the song I am hearing cuz downstairs they have Barney on YAY! I got my postcard from Jay Jay!!!! I love him o so much. he is so awesome. I am going to write his ass back.. YES! that made my day. it was my highlight! LOVE YOU JASON! :D just thought I would throw that out there. cuz he is so awesome and I am writing him back TONIGHT! so last night I was having a break down, clearly u can tell from my last entry. :) lol, not a good thing I know but yesterday was sucky on all sorts of levels. and then he called me like I told him to and we talked for a while, until like 11. :) about everything. and I just love talking on the phone with him. he is so good to me and I love him. I really do. and I think that I have just been hesistant and Amanda told me to just take this slow, so I am going to. become better friends. take this summer and really get to know him better cuz we are going to be together ALL summer long. :D but it was so weird, because after I got off the phone with him.... I was all smiles, I fell asleep smiling. thats the way he makes me feel. ty hun, i love you. :D

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today was a better day. english was fun because Mashmallow couldn't get his frap bottle open and we were all passing it around trying to see who would open it. lets see who we all passed it to; john k, me, jess, alicia keys, alyson, zara, caro *I think*, ahhmee, alex, and I think shannon. then they passed it back to me and after I slammed it down so the top would be on the right and then I opened it up. :) I think thats not cool because everyone already thinks I'm manly. LMFAO. but they love me... if they only knew the real me. :) I can be the girliest girl in the world if u get 2 kno me. :D well thats all for now. :D te amo todos!