Well today I feel ehh... idk I'm confused. What about u ask? I dont know that either. lmfao Thankz Jess and Amanda for finally getting it in my head to just move on. This might take a while, but how does one move on? What do I do? I dont know what to do anymore... I feel so lost now. Like HMMM.. starting all over, I mean its been a month with Matt and still I feel like stupid almost, like I dont know what the hell I am doing. I think its cuz I've been so... trapped in my own mind that I haven't been really living life to the fullest because I've been here, trying to think of how I could get him back, but that hasn't worked. So I need to take a different approach, but maybe I am moving too fast ta ha, 10 months and I'm moving too fast? lmfao I dont think so.... but I'm hesitant. Maybe I need some time, away from you boys altogether, but I won't discuss that on here, I will take some time to figure that out on my own. I have nothing to do this weekend which I love because I have so much time to think about this. Where do I want this relationship to go, really? Should I just not think about it and live in the moment, wut moment? I never get to see him, at all. and that sucks.... idk how i feel these days about anything anymore... like Amanda said I need to take some time for myself and figure things out. Where would we all be if Amanda wasn't here.... ik I'd always be lost. lol ty for finding me! :)