"Channel your energy into something positive." that was what was in my fortune cookie. today was a good day. :) first, i got up (after going to bed @ 5 in the a.M.) at about 11 and i was like FUCK THIS i am NOT going to go with mom to drop selena off WAAAY on the North Side! cuz i was just lazy. but then mom looked all sad, and i felt guilty so i decided to go along. i'm really glad i did. i got to think alot today. which is really good. on the bus ride there, i thought about the bet. the stupid bet. aha... as bad as i want to win that, i dont think i could. i really dont want to anymore. i want things to happen when God wants them to happen (woo, gettin a little religious on ya... LOL) but yea, like when they're supposed to happen. thats what i want to do. wait, take things a day at a time. if it happens soon, then thats the way it was supposed to be. i think my horny-ness gets to my head sometimes! woO!............. then i fell asleep ahaha, and OMG when we were waiting for the last of the 5 buses we took today. LMFAO, it was great. bugs had been on me all day. goddamn. and then there was a spider on me and selena was like "OMG FELICIA THERE IS A SPIDER ON U!!!!" so i screamed my girliest SCREAM! lmfao, woOOOOO! that was great. then my sister was being annoying and singing that "THE WHEELS ON THE BUS GO ROUND AND ROUND" song. lmfao and she was like "ugh i cant say it" and mom was like "then don't." LMFAO just the way she said it, i started rollin. THEN, selena threw shit at mom and mom was like "don't throw shit at me" and she threw it back and it landed on Selena's shoulder. and she didn't know it was there so me and mom started rollin and then i was like "OMG SELENA!!!!!!!!!" and she was like "AHHHHHHHH!" cuz she thought it was a bug. OMFGOODNESS, that was soooo hilariOUS! sometimes, i love that family. and then i tried new Baja California starbursts... they're ok. i like the Limon ones!!!! taste just like lime! :D and then we met up with Mary, Grandma, and Mike. aha, that was awesome. :) I miss my g-Ma! she was lookin HOTT in her mocasins.. LOL she was like "i cant wear tennis shoes all the time" she was lookin hott like always.. complete G.I.L.F. :D :P then Mary was trying to get me pumped about going back to school, and i was like "no" and she was like "ya gotta learn stuff..." lmfao woO! thats a crazy lady! then they TOOK SELENA AWAY! matthew is definitely coming over this next week before wed, cuz then i am leaving.. i eXPECT COMMENTS BITCHES!!!!!!!!!! :D so yea, today was great. :) then i had chinese, AND a hershey's sundae pie. WOOT WOOT! :) love ya'llz.