hmmm.. doin good tonight, REALLY REALLY good. tehehehe. *laughs like Matt does* lmfao. ahhh i just feel like i'm on top of the world and i love it. there's a reason behind this happiness, but we won't go there... not tonight. :D not ever. *wink wink* the bad part about all of this, is that i still feel ugly, and just ugly. i hope this ends by the time Friday rolls around. so i started to staraighten the hair, then i realized its fried and i really need to get it cut. so i will have father take me to get it cut when we get my new shoes... hopefully tomorrow.. which reminds me that me and Jeffy are planning on going to the library to get some mother effing reading done. me and him haven't hung out in a long ass time. only we wud get together and do work in the summertime. LOL. i hope to get a good portion done of that fucking a.p. euro later today. other than that, nothin new. other than the fact that i.................. I STILL MISS MATTHEW *sigh* nite all. Fe