well today, was weird... emotion wise. umm, today with my luver we had a fun time, he kissed my ear.. mmm.. I love that child, and I was waiting all day for it and didn't get it until before 4th block... but I was lucky to have gotten it at all I suppose. it made my day, like he always does. hehehe... then at the END of the day I gave him a hug, I haven't hugged him in so long. I love how he can blow my mind with something as simple as a hug. and the kiss on the ear, omGoOoOoDnesS! mmmm good stuff right there. he is so *yeS* LOL..... can't even describe how much I love him... and when I say love, I mean love. the kid is incredible and I cannot describe everything I love about him. nor can I describe the feeling I get when he kissed my ear! O YEA! :D hehehee.. :D I feel like a love-stricken dorKWAD! [and i love it] then there's the other one. do I like him? yes. I can't act like I don't because I do. and I don't want anything more than friendship. but its hard to not like him, because he insists that he will wait until I am ready to be with him. and this kid is such a player (alot of girls like him... he doesn't cheat on them tho....), and he's like "if I could, and I dont think I will say this to any other girl, I would erase all the other girls I was with if it meant that u would trust me like u do him." and I'm like omgoodness this is nuts. because he thinks that this could really work, and he's telling me that he likes me more than his ex (who he happens to be in love with) but Idk, because I don't want anything more than friendship. but I do, but I don't. idk... I can't seem to trust him. I think he needs to prove that to me. so maybe I shouldn't get so worked up over this, ya kno? well thought I would get some of this shiz out, not using names because yea. lol. I will ttyl. :) love yaz.