I think it is because I am so tired, but I will go to bed after this anyways. I dont know what my problem is, I think its lack of sleep. but I kinda went off on Matthew, sorry if u read this tonight. :) I still love u, u just dont know how much and u probably never will....... that is a whole 'notha entry. so yea, ppl are pissing me off because they think what I do is offensive or w/e but its not. if i could and there was a nice enough girl that I would fall hard for, I would turn gay. but unfortunately there isn't. so I am stuck with u stupid ass fuckin boys for the time being. lmfao. and u aren't as great as us girls like to tell u, u are. but I wont go into more detail, I am going to sleep and tonight isn't a good night. I wish he would call me but he won't because I got pissed at him online, so I will go to sleep thinking about him once again. i'm getting in way over my head, so eff that shiz. lmfao good night all.