cuz i'm over the past. lately, i've done a lot of thinking, much more than people have realized. i've come to a lot of conclusions about a lot of things and some of the things you're just not gonna realize until later in life. an epiphany.. to dwell on the past is nonsense, but its something we all do. maybe because we know realize what we would've changed, or how we wish we could still be there. its a complete waste of time if you think about it. thinking about something that is dead and gone will not benefit you in any way, shape, or form. you will NEVER be able to go back and change things.. no matter HOW BAD you want to. its a hard concept to grasp, I know and it may take time, years maybe. but once you're there, once it is all over, you feel like there is nothing better. now i can safely say, i'm 90% there, but its that 10% that can kill ya sometimes. the past will always be a part of you, don't get me wrong, but after time.. it will fade.. slowly, but surely. as all things do, scars, friends, feelings... it's just a way of life i suppose.