so my mother and father decided to get together and talk about their divorce which is becoming final soon... not sure when but that is beside the point. and she decided to show him my entry. the father. lmfao. yes. that is absolutely great. bwuahaha. so picture yourself as my father, reading that. i feel violated. which is completely justified. lol. and my dad is right, that i hold things inside and dont tell anyone about my problems. i just dont tell him. i can tell all of you, but i cant tell him. why is it that we can trust pure strangers, but not our own family? maybe u are a person that is SKIN TIGHT with your family. but that is not the way it is with me and my family. thats just not the way it is. but my father insists that me and him get together and talk more. get a nice father/daughter relationship going. this should be excellent. bwuahahaa. every other tuesday i will be doing this. this is going to be so hard for me. :( o so hard. and i cant do it with my sister there because the two of us together is just not something him (or i for that matter) can handle. i cannot stand to be around my sister for a very long time. ha! i cannot stand her sometimes. but thats ok. so eff that. just thought i would get that out because i feel like i need to. thank you for reading. leave some love because i need it at this point. :-| Fe