I feel better, but we'll see how the day goes. I did some talking and I want us to be done fighting. We just need to learn to negotiate and stuff. I try to be here and I love him, but it's hard to do. I love it tho. I love him. :) Now to my birthday that I didn't talk about. It was wonderful; perfect. I went to dad's in the morning and got my new cellular. I hate it, but a phone's a phone. I think once I get a job I will switch over to this plan thing for 30.00 a month. We'll see. :) We had cake and shit, then dad took us back home. Then I talked to my baby, and he said that he wanted to go see walk the line even tho he really didn't want to. lol, he wanted to go see chicken little. :) but i wanted to see if walk the line was worth buying, and it was. :) I had a wonderful time with him. MMM, i love him so much. just the way he is. ik that if we weren't together, i'd be a complete mess. i'm sorry for it all. but words are only words. :( I just love the way he holds me, and kisses me, and everything, i just love him. SO MUCH. I really do. but then the movie was over and even tho i wanted to stay with him forever, i had to go home and study for a test i got a c on anyways. lol. but yeah, what are ya gonna dO? try harder next time. lol. :) i just hope that today is a better day.