well well well... went for a run. haven't run in so long. and i felt it. ugh i felt a lot of emotions on that run. envy, happiness, hate, hurt, sadness, gratefulness, guilt..... *sigh* i dont like this, i only run when there is something secretly really wrong with me. and i could go FULL DETAIL but i don't think sit is the right place for me to vent. actually i don't think anywhere would be a good place for me to vent. goddamn. i am sick of spilling shit out to ppl. anyone. i hate it. i don't even wanna go there. but i felt so much pain when running, emotionally and physically. goddamn. it started in my hip [i always trigger that pain] my left leg, my head, my back... everything hurt at one point. and now my arms hurt. idk why my arms hurt but whatever. dont mind my useless blabber. thats enough for this entry. i should go to sleep, but my mother is drunk and yea... *LIFE FUCKIN ROCKS MAN.* Fe