Bells and Rings

Wow... Too many damn people are getting married. My father just remaried. He'd only been divorced for a few months. His house, where I spent most of my life, is so strange to me now. Its still my house, but I feel like a hotel guest when I'm there. Its creepy. Everyone's so helpful and cheerful and... *shudders* It feels so fake. I don't dislike my stepmother, mind you. Its just... everything over there doesn't feel right somehow. Oh well, I don't live there anymore. I'll eventually get used to it. I don't think I'll have as much trouble adjusting to Veronica being married, though. My oldest sister. She was my favorite growing up. She always gave me piggyback rides and was nice to me. She's getting married this August to her boyfriend Walter. Its about darn time too. They met and started dating when she was only 16. On her 16th birthday, actually. She's 21 now. I dunno if they'll get married before or after her 22nd b-day though. The exact date isn't set. I only found out a week ago. She asked me to be a bride's maid. :) How could I refuse? Besides, I need the practice for my best friend's wedding. Only, in Shannon's, I'm the maid of honor. I'm kinda scard to be honest. The wedding isn't until next year but we have to start planning now. And I have so much responsability! I have to organize the bridal shower, and help her pick out dresses and everything. *sigh* Its almost exhausting. I'm surrounded by so much life, and I'm only just starting mine. Oh well, the next year or so is definately gonna be an interesting one. And I'll most definately have to add to my collection of bride's boquets. :)
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[Anonymous]
i'm scared to death of my wedding, already. and i'm not even dating anyone. i think they are too big of a deal. i want a very private, small wedding. not so many people. i would be uncomfortable.
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