Yea for not being wanted! WHOO HOO! ...:( Man that sucks to hear. Or read, or whatever. When all you do/feel for someone doesn't mean shit... *sigh* Cuz they don't want you. Whatever. Its shiney. (Hee hee, I LOVE Firefly! It ROCKS!) I'm USED to not being good enough. Shit, I've never been enough for anyone I've loved!.... I am -=ENTIRELY=- unworthy! YEAH! ...... Somehow that just makes me feel.... numb. Grumpily numb, if thats even possible. *double sigh* Well... I'll just be who I've been wanting to be; The OLD me. The confidante. If I'm allowed, that is.... If that's all I'm good enough to be, I'd like to be it. But who am I to say what I'm good enough to be? *sigh* Yup. The old me. This is all I'll write on this specific topic. After this, I am who I was. I am strong. I am objective. I'm happy for you. I'm an actor, right? *wry laugh* Fitting I would get the message today... I am an April Fool....