"If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms...?"
That song always made me think of him. :) So far today has been a really good day. I woke up all cozy and snuggly with my cats and he immediately rolled over and wrapped me in his arms. We just lay there for a while and breathed. It was wonderfull... The sunlight shone across his face and made his hair that soft golden color I love so much... Then he just opened his eyes, those liquid blue jewels, and smiled. ...*sigh* It was a morning like I haven't had in a long time. I came down and made breakfast (some cinnamon griddle cakes from scratch) and accidently set off the fire alarm. THAT was funny.. and LOUD. *lol* When we finally got it turned off I got online and checked the poetry page I started last night. I was really surprised to find quite a few good reveiws. It made my day. :) I really want to start writing more, but my inspiration is kind of in an odd place right now. Only a couple days ago I was all hurt and depressed and now I'm leaning towards happy contentment, so while I'm in between its hard to really express such clashing emotions. I'll try anyway. *lol* Anyway... Oh! I just got done playing one of the best board games ever! It caled Betrayal at House on the Hill. It rocks! And I won, so that was definately a plus. :D The basis of the game is you're a group of explorers poking around an old haunted house and then halfway through the game an event happens that reveals one of the players to be the Traitor. From then on its the Traitor against the rest of the players and its SO much fun! I got to be the Traitor. :) Oh, and so far, the Traitor always wins. *lol* Its a great game cuz you make the house as you play, its kind of a puzzle that way, and you never know who the traitor will be or what the goal is. Its got GREAT replay value. I highly recommend it. Anyway... today is a day to enjoy. Maybe I'll do some drawing... I dunno. I feel like I should create something. Or do something special. I dunno. I'll figure something out. :)