"And you might say it's self-indulgent And you might say it's self-destructive But, you see, it's more productive Than if i were to be happy" Read and re-read soem poetry today. Wrote soem as well. Cried. I'm in one of those moods again, where I seek out my own tears. But I seem to do my best work this way... *shrug* http://allpoetry.com/poets/Innocenciamorte