This is something I've been trying to say since everything went down hill. Its a few months late, I know.... but I really need to get it out of my system. This has been playing in my head since June... and Its honestly how I felt since he told me about her. Maybe if I'd been able to make him understand then things wouldn't have gotten so bad... who knows? Maybe if I can get him to understand NOW... I don't know, maybe he'll be that much closer to understanding ME. So yeah. This is how I felt when you started drifting away from me, Goat. This is how I felt when you finally told me why... and you still couldn't tell me. And it still hurts like hell... "Be A Man" The world is quiet, like there is no one around, but I feel you beside me I know the secrets, you keep locked away inside Don't understand why you're fighting I know she must be special, this new girl by your side I seek for answers when I look into your eyes, And it hurts like hell but, I will be strong For once in your life, be a man Just tell me the words, 'cause I know that you can Don't leave me with scars that no one can heal For once in your life - be a man You made me love you, love you right from the start You're controlling my heart, babe Don't pack your bags yet Give me time to say goodbye (Say goodbye) Just don't leave me wounded No, I just hope you will regret the things you do Come back to me, 'cause our love is the real thing And it hurts like hell, but I will be strong.. For once in your life, be a man Just tell me the words, 'cause I know that you can Don't leave me with scars that no one can heal For once in your life - be a man I knew that I, I fought to keep our love strong If you leave me now, you come running back for more, babe And I hope for, and I wish for, and I pray, that the words from your mouth can, eventually make you a man... For once in your life, be a man... When everything stops - for a minute in your life, I'll hope that, for once in your life, be a man (be a man) Just tell me the words, 'cause I know that you can, Don't leave me with scars, that no one can heal For once in your life - be a man Be a man... Tell me the words... Once in your life... Be a man... Tell me the words...