I Live on Grey Streets....

You're so close to me that I don't know how to react. We broke up but nothing really seems to have happened. Is it that bad? So much that even if we supposedly END our relationship it doesn't matter... I thought the fights were bad enough.... Nothing changes... I wish there was some way I could tell you... some way to make it clear.. I care so much about you... but there's this ache inside me... something I can't bear... and I need to be alone. I need some time to myslef... When you're with someone half of you has to be devoted to them entirely... and I can't handle it anymore... I need me time... I feel so awful... but I need this... I wish I didn't feel this way... I wish you could be happy... I wish you could understand...
"Oh look at how she listens She says nothing of what she thinks She just goes stumbling through her memories Staring out on to Grey Street She thinks, “Hey, How did I come to this? I dream myself a thousand times around the world, But I can’t get out of this place” There’s an emptiness inside her And she’d do anything to fill it in But all the colors mix together - to grey And it breaks her heart How she wishes it was different She prays to God most every night And though she swears "IT" doesn’t listen There’s still a hope in her "IT" might She says, “I pray But they fall on deaf ears, Am I supposed to take it on myself? To get out of this place” There’s loneliness inside her And she’d do anything to fill it in And though it’s red blood bleeding from her now It feels like cold blue ice in her heart When all the colors mix together - to grey And it breaks her heart There’s a stranger speaks outside her door Says take what you can from your dreams Make them as real as anything It’d take the work out of the courage But she says, “Please There’s a crazy man that’s creeping outside my door, I live on the corner of Grey Street and the end of the world” There’s an emptiness inside her And she’d do anything to fill it in And though it’s red blood bleeding from her now It’s more like cold blue ice in her heart She feels like kicking out all the windows And setting fire to this life She could change everything about her using colors bold and bright But all the colors mix together - to grey And it breaks her heart It breaks her heart To grey..."
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