Well, FUCK Me!

Well once again my little family is pretty well fucked. Somehow we have -$50 in the bank and no way to pay for our car (which means it won't start, due to this clever little device the dealership installed to make sure we pay the damn bill), and thus no way to get anywhere to figure out where the hell David's check is that was supposed to be at T'grr's by three days ago (it legally HAD to be there, so we're royally pissed). We tried calling Davids' work, but so far haven't been able to reach any one of the fuckers. Plus, he was supposed to be hired back at Papa JOhn's once he payed off his tickets and cleared his MVR, which he DID, but he's now listed as a "problem driver" so they said no even though he already put in his two weeks notice, so he has no job (and thats one of the many reasons we're broke cus the tickets cost about $250). We also owe insurance, my dad, our friend Khris, a pay-day loan, and pretty much all our bills. Including electric, which is about to be shut off. So, we're looking at having no power, no car (cuz there's a strong chance of reposession), my credit is fucked (Thanx, I really needed that. I didn't want to do the damn loan in the first place), and we haven't had formula for the baby for about 3 days. I have no fucking clue what to do. I've been working my ass off at work and it doesn't matter cuz I won't get a check until Thursday and when I do it won't cover even a quarter of the shit that's due. Plus, rent will then be due along with ANOTHER car payment, etc etc etc. We're even more fucked because out roomate won't be able to pay for anything either because he went on short-term disability and OH, guess what! It hasn't been approved yet so he doesn't know when or if he'll be getting payed. So yeah, other than whoring myself out, I have no fucking idea what the hell to do other than sit back in the cold and dark and see if my baby starves or freezes first. *sigh* Okay, that may have been a little dramatic, but thats honestly how I feel right now. I'm helpless and no matter what I do, something else happens to fuck me even more. I can't deal with this anymore!
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if you need help,I always told you that I would be there no matter what.I am sorry that I haven't called but I haven't had my phone working.I would like to be there to help you but I can't if you are to stubborn to ask me.
Oh course I know that song, it was a play on words. :)
I am sorry you are/were so unhappy my darling.