I don't know if I should be upset or optimistic or what. Today should be all sorts of fun, tomorrow.... I don't know what tomorrow should be... and the next day is my Anniversary, so it should be wonderful. But nothing is ever how it's supposed to be. I miss everyone. I miss hanging out and having fun. I miss John, and Wayne, and Cat, And Shelby, and Becky, and Crystal, and Angie, and Angie, and Jacob, and David, and Stephen, and Ash, and James, and Amber, and BJ, and Kris, I miss everyone! I miss Shannon SO much... And Mike. Everyone I had a social life with, everyone I had fun with... But they all have better things to do now, they don't need me. And I don't have the time or the capabilities to be around anymore. They never cared if I was friends with people they hated. I miss my summer so much... I miss what I was. I wish I still ahd the freedom to be that. Not just physically but emotionally as well... Oh well. I guess I never make the right choices.