... Wow. Thinking, reading.... I could just cry. I feel so... empty... when I think about it... So alone... But what the hell is wrong with me? I'm married. MARRIED!! Shouldn't that make me feel... I dunno... NOT empty? NOT alone? I have someone to be with forever! ....*sigh* And I guess it does. When I'm with him. Thinking about HIM... I AM happy. But when I think about.... "it"..... *sigh*