Bitter

Listening to: Nine Days - Bitter
Feeling: bitter
"In my heartsent My confession My condolence, You're indefinite You're incompetent Inconsiderate. You're so childish, I will push you out of what is real Out of my head You can stick and drown at your residence of dissapointments Are of yours to come. So embrace them oh my shallow one today, If I could change anything then I would change everything. These bitter days shall remain. I don't ask for your forgiveness I don't care much for your actress That's just you though Shallow and selfish. So I go now, oh my hollow one today. If I could change anything then I would change everything These bitter days shall remain. So carry your blues behind your eyes, Don't flatter yourself I will survive. So carry your blues your own denial. Your feathers are gone you'll never fly. If I could change anything, Then I would wipe the years away... If I could change anything, Then I would wipe the years away! If I could change anything, Then I would change EVERYTHING These bitter days shall remain Since you're gone I'm much better than you... So carry your blues behind your eyes, Don't flatter yourself I will survive So carry your blues your own denial Your feathers are gone You'll never fly She'll never fly...."
So... I'm a bit bitter. But at least I have the guts and decency to SAY so. Correct me if I'm wrong, but when you lead someone on, giving them false hope and letting them give you their ALREADY fragile, broken heart... (not to mention throwing a fit and getting offended when they tell you they think that's what you're gonna do)...When you leave them, you should at least TELL THEM. Right? You should at least come out and say "Oops, sorry about that, I never really wanted your heart. Here's the pieces back, I'm gonna go be with the person I really wanted in the first place. He's all I EVER wanted, needed, loved, etc. Sorry for the trouble, but HEY, I'M happy!". NEVER love a woman. All they do is lie to you and then leave you bleeding in the dirt. I know I've learned MY lesson. I guess I just needed to be crushed ONE MORE TIME. Thanx for that. Whatever. As they say, "This too shall pass". (And, oh yeah, that poem on AllPoetry WAS about you)
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:hug: Not all those who love you leave.
[Anonymous]
Love .... what to say on love... I have had my experiances with it.. all I can say is.. loves not easy.. relationships are hard.keep in there ~Kissker
[Anonymous]
I'm so sorry for all that you've had to go through. I know you don't like me, but I've tried to offer my friendship to you so I'll try again. If you need ANYTHING please let me know, I know that I can't possibly understand your pain and I'm not going to try. I just want you to know that just because parts of life are screwed up doesn't mean that you have to go through it on your own. No matter what you want to believe people still care about you.