i am in tech right now, its 8 22, so i have an hour of this hell left. well we have to make this stupid calendar right, and we have to pick a theme, i have no idea what to pick. i was going to do Elvis Presley, but then i don't know now. then i thought about making it for my brother and making it man utd theme. but what if we aren't allow to print it? i should just do Elvis. screw what everyone else thinks! Last night was alright. i got my math done. i watched american idol and my fav sang an elvis for the second time. i hope jon peter louis wins. hes so cute and it seems like he has personaitly. i can't spell. i brought my pink with black mesh purse to school today. i love it, it says Rock on. i have to buy my lunch again today because my mom didn't know what to make me and because she was tired last night. my mom is so cute sometimes, you know what i mean? like that sounds weird, but if you knew her and me you would understand. i think i am going to be able to finish this calendar by the end of this class we have 30 mins left and i only have to find like 2 more pics i hope today doesn't suck. i added more to my story last night. now i have 7009 words. i am so happy about it. i have never had something that i commited too like this. i finished getting all the pics i need for my calendar and putting them on it. i wonder what i should do now. class has like 20 more minutes left. i am so proud of my Elvis calendar. 10 mintues left. i am so tired. i woke up and seriously felt like i was getting woken up at like 3 in the morniing. i wanted to go back to sleep. it was hell to get out of my warm bed and drag my ass to school where i have to put up with these annoying people. if you have a shotgun i could use it right about now. lol I told my mom to call the social worker. i think i might tell him about the cutting and burning. i mean i can control my cutting. but the scariest thing about the burning is i loved it. it felt so liberating. i felt so free when i did it. i want to do it again so badly. so hopefully i can talk to him before i do it. Me and my friend are fighting with the razor alot lately. i only found out that she was doing it again last ngiht. i hope she is ok. i mean its like i can't really say what's wrong, it just feels like something's missing.