{.146.} Redo

by torturedpoet on May 25th 2005, 12:00AM

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i decided to redo this whole entry. it was a bit out of anger and now i'm changing it. i didnt want to delete it cuz of the comments attached to it as well. I presented my poem today and it sucked more then paris hilton. I'm so tired today. Man. And i looked in the mirror in drama. a full body mirror. and i am fucked. i dont want to go to fucking the movie. i know what's going to happen! he'll be replused. fuck. i looked in the mirror and I was replused. I'm thinking Giselle totally read my diary. And if It's you reading it right now Giselle, well then. stop please, it'll just piss you off. i mean, if you want to know what's going on in my mind ask me. Of course i'm going to write shit about you in this diary. I can never really talk to you about anything. and most of the time i'm fucking pissed off at something that happened. So whatever. I'm actually really torn right now. like completely fucking terrified.

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lol, well, im glad i made your day. you rock ;)

yeah, she should die...i mean...*looks around* no one saw that, lol.

...i know i should get over what she did...but it really hurt me, you know?

yes, hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable. but im sure everything will go fine tomorrow at the movies and if not...*swings bat menacingly* lol ;)

[Anonymous]

hey writting and poetry are the best thing in the world (besides music), so if ur poem sucked, its ok, just keep writing, dont let that let u down.... if u wanna read some poetry seach on my entries i have a lot, lol

[deathislife]

idk im really srry... but ill find out his name thingy fer ya

[regret1001]

sweet i added you too.

If you go too www.purevolume.com and type in the search engine for A heartwell ending You can listen too that one song.

typo: A heartwell ending. I knew that didn't sound right!

wow that sounded slutty...i take it back.

what is this world coming too...we should protest! ALL HOTT GAY GUYS SHOULD CONVERSE AND DATE ME!! lol

Hez gay...WHAT? damnit. He is sooooo hott....i want to be on him so bad;). I think i've heard about him being gay before...i can't remember. How come all the really hott guys ...that are totally irrisistable...are gay? its totally not fair for us girls!

haha, I'd just find the lyrics on like a search engine or something. Like search for A heartless ending lyrics. and yes!! hayden Christensen is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hott! I've loved him ever since star wars II. :D hehe. were gonna get married or something like that ;)

-erica

im really srry

:(

If looks could kill you'd be a murderer..is not a saying too the poser who left that comment too you. Its by the band A heartless ending. and the songs called if looks could kill. Its a awesome song! :))

-erica

yeah...well...i love you more than gerard and bert love each other...now THATS alot, lmao ;)

and you rock way more than i do, lol.

yes i wrote it

[zildjian11]

you are worth more than you think and don't deserve rotten words at yourself. take it from someone who trys to degrade herself yet my friends don't let me.

[salemwitch]

the point is, he'll love you, youre awesome!

anyway, i love ya to venus and back!(...venus is a far away planet, right? lol)

well...either way, venus is the goddess of love...so that works, lol

look, dont worry so much. that guy is gonna be floored when he sees you. who wouldn't be?

and if he isn't floored, then either hes stupid or in the closet, lol. at which point, we will beat him with our baseball bats.

...unless of course, he comes out of the closet right before we beat him...then im afraid you'd have to leave the beating to me, cuz for you it might be a hate crime...lol

wow i just read your entry over again. i dont think that you should worry about going to that movie. if the guy that you are meeting doesnt like the way you look, and cant judge you based on the person you are inside, then hes not fuckin good enough for you. cuz thats bullshit. wait for the person who thinks your beautiful no matter what. inside AND out. x3 xox

aww hah im sorry to bore you w/ my stupid ranting. ha i tend to get pretty angry. you'd laugh if u saw a picture of me cuz i look like the type that never gets mad...ever ha. o wells. thanx for the comment hon. mirrors are stupid. :(

its just a saying...

ash.

[iheartyoux]

i dont know

love your site, kicks ass

[imabouttobreak]

thanks it means a lot when people i don't know say they like it. do you write too?

yeah, hopefully things pick up soon...for both of us.

lmao, i could just see this guy running away, and us chasing after him with these huge ass bats. 'HEY! stop running so i can kick your ass! get over here and take it like a man!!!' lol.

anyways, love ya sweetheart

aww, you seem sad again :( you needa just tell all the people that are being stupid to be nice to you or brandis gonna come kick their asses! lol, trust me, that'll scare them. no one wants to have me following them around (not that i blame them, lol)

sorry sweetie, i dont know french :( i know english...lol. that probly doesnt help you tho.
lmao, sure, ill help you beat on him *picks up bat*

love ya too homes! haha wow...now thats scary.

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