Well, it's been a week since i posted and a week since he became my boyfriend. it's still kind of weird. we hung out on saturday and bascially just hugged each other. i was like screaming in my mind, like, fuck kiss me. but he didnt. wow. i'm a loser. i like him so fucking much. i just don't want to get hurt. because honestly, i can't see how he or anyone could like me, or think i'm anything worth being with. i just don't know. i really, really, really, really, like him. fuck. here i come heartbreak. School is so fucking stressful. i'm totally finished for exams. i have no idea what the fuck i'm doing in french, or any of my god damn classes. and then there's stupid fucking summer school. i'm totally fucked. i feel like crying. so stressed. i wish i had of passed math. shh. at least it would have been out of the fucking way. god i hate math. grr. I'm so scared about everything. the feelings are scary. i've never felt like this before. i'm also worried about my friend. she's trying to lose weight and not eating, even thou she's beautiful. man, i can't even considentrate right now. I'm through with love. Love's through with me.