i guess i was just thinking about stuff, and i decided to post it here. i am so angry at this life sometimes. i know that i can never be perfect, but why am i full of so many flaws? Why am i the one people look at with hatred in their eyes, or pity. i guess some of the lyrics that hedley has, have hit me hard. made me really think about my life in general. i mean i have been through some stuff that no one could have survived. but i did, and i had a smile on my face when i did. When it rained i let myself get soaked, but i still kept on with this stupid life. now it seems things have gotten so worse. Many people look at me and think they instantly know my whole life. they think they can understand every inch of my existance. i am not sure how they can do that. i wish some people who just look deep down, i don't wear my heart on my selve. i know i am going to make it through the next storm, but i am not sure how many i can survive......anyone ever feel this way? Ever one every feel like one more pound on your back will kill you? because i am getting to feel that way. like one more tear will kill me. one more fight will kill me...i can't breathe anymore