So last night i slipped and cut myself, i was having a fight, but i filled out these forms my sister gave me. but thats not the BIG news. so i was talking to ryan, and i was like, "there is this guy who i thought was perfect for me, but he's not" and he was like "well, i know someone who's perfect for you" and i was like "who?" and he was like "a certain individual" and i was like "who is this certain individual" and HE ASKED ME OUT i'm so scared. but i said yes. god i hope things work out. please god, if you could do anything, it would be this, please let this work out.