I have had the worst weekend in the world. seriously, you could not even imagine. the weather has been shit, and we have had tornado warnings all sunday, and thunderstorms sunday and saturday. I had a party which was the worst party ever, i should have just stayed home. The girls that were there became people i hated. Girls so desperate for boy's attention it made me sick. and one girl in particular has been a super bitch. I found out my "best friend" had been keeping this huge thing from me, now she is saying she was just ashamed. Jesus. this have been going downhill. I was in a bad mood this morning. But math was REALLY fun and made me feel happier. Melissa(b) is the coolest girl i know. She always makes me laugh. I have decided the girl i have lunch with that i didn't really like, is really cool now. i guess i was just being a bitch when i talked bad about her on this diary. I have SOOO much science to do. man i am so far behind. It is my fault though. Great, i don't want anymore conflict in my life. oh no, i hope she doesn't find this site and read my diary!