Well lots and lots of things have occur in the week i've been to lazy to post. guess just not in the writing mood. i mean i went to the kalan porter concert which was awesome. My friend met him and gave him a note i wrote him. i bet he threw it away. which was hot. i should be showering right now. i hate showering. lol god i am loser. Lately i've been in a very emo mood. i make fun of it to myself. but i'm just a sad emo kid loser. lmao. yaya. i can't wait until the fucking shrink tells me i've got screws loose. oh wait they probably won't. they will probably say that they can't help me with anything and i'll have to "deal" on my own. Fuckers. i want to fucking die.. Faint heart beat quiet short breaths slowly close my eyes feel the last exhale the last beat of my heart for you and fucking die.