i didn't go to school again today. I felt like crap again. The Alexisonfire concert is tomorrow. I'm kinda nervous about it. i don't think it will be that bad. i'm with my friend Ursula. I'm just freaking out for nothing. i will tell you all about it after. I have to go to school on Friday, which sucks ass, but i have to go cuz i stayed home tuesday,wednesday. :( oh well So, Today was another waste of a day. i slept till 12, then watched tv till 2. then i've been on the computer since then, and it's 4:18. I want a sandwich. but we don't have any buns, i don't think. i hate being poor. i wish i was rich. those rich bastards. I had a weird dream. i was at this concert, and there was this really hot guy was talking to me. it was rocking. lol. God i'm such a loser. I haven't talked to Giselle today. she acts so stupid soemtimes, and i mean that in the nicest possible way. i don't think she's prepared to have a firned like me. well no one is. Terrible Terrible Christmas is coming up. Ugh. it sucks. i hate christmas. Mostly cuz i am poor. lol. Well i am having a wrap. :P damn buns!