{.164.} Reasons

by torturedpoet
Listening to: Inside Out - Eve 6
Feeling: melancholy
today i feel better than i did yesterday. mostly because i talked to Him today. i asked him if he was avoiding me. he said he wasn't. i don't get how i can feel so much for this guy. i mean, i hate him so much sometimes. and then i love him so much the next. it's so fucking wacked. ew i said love. i could never love. Love Equals Pain that's not something i'm looking forward too. I had my math midterm today. *shrugs. i am not sure how i did. i guess we'll see. i just don't want to fail. my brother said he has a surprise for me if i get an 80. AN 80 no fucking way can i get an 80. it's impossible. this entry sucks.
Reasons I Suck.
  • I'm Ugly
  • Not To Mention Stupid
  • I tend to be really selfish
  • I like someone way too much
  • He doesn't like me as much back.
so yeah. that's bascially it. Want to put my tender heart in a blender Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion Rendezvous then I’m through with you ^amazing fucking song.
Read 4 comments
cruel people tell you that you're ugly?? Are you from America?
dont call ur self ugly it wont get you any where to wollow in self pity trust me i know. and dont call you self stupid it only makes u feel bad, and with the guy, we've all had that, trust me on that. i'v had me share of heart breaks because of them not likeing me in return. oh, and i'll need 2 know where the girl lives if you want me and my friend 2 kill her :P well ttfn (ta ta 4 now)
:P foreverinsane :P
:-O I live in Canada too! what province?
I decided to put you on my friends list. I like you. Oh, and thank you for your comment on my diary :)
~Simone