so, it's xmas day. what a celebration. we just opened our gifts. there were some laughs. i'm proud i got a good share of what i wanted. cauterize cd is amazing. 3 band tees, and duck slippers. which rock and roll. i'm still kind of lonely. oh well. there is nothing i can do. anyway. things are going slow. i haven't heard from anyone, but it's not like i was planning too. fuck them. This entry is short and stupid. so i'm out. Merry Fucking Christmas I guess it's stupid holidays that tortures this poet.