I'm trying to re-find myself, to drop the pains and mistakes of the past, to let go of my shortcomings, and to rise at last to my potential. I am finally going to learn to live with out regret. The greatest thing that I learned in high school is that you regret most what you don't do. Nest week a plan to cut my hair, which I've had long for as long as I can remember, in symbol of my change. If there is enough, I will send it to 'Locks of Love' in order to help other people and in symbol of my re-found humanity in charity. I'm also considering adding red and blond highlights to my hair to symbolize a new internal flame and the Phoenix that I'm following. Today I applied for a job at Borders on-line. It's where I really want to work! ~Amyelk Rising