I really should be going to bed, or studying for my math final tomorow or working on my English essay which is due on tuesday, but I just don't want to. I feel so burned out. I can't wait to go home next week. I need to figure out something to do for Jenny, she came over and gave me a little bag of candy for finals/christmas and I didn't get her or anyone else anything! I feel so cheap. I really have socialized much since 8th grade and now I feel like a deer in the head lights trying to figure out what to do. *sigh* I just need to relearn how to socialize. I did socialize a little during my sophomore and junior years of high school, then my senior year I got to feeling like none of my peers cared about me or understood me and I cut all my social ties. Big mistake. It amazes me that Kayley and I are still friends after that. She actually get me to go and do stuff in a way that other people can't do. It's really incredible. The office that I work I work in has been decorated for the holidays! It really livens the place up. The coolest decoration in the office is the peacock feather wreath in my opinion. IWA Christmas social tomorow! Squee! The only thing that could make it better is if it were an exchange, which would mean a lot of people would come because of the guys! Westminster guys' basketball team beat Dixie!!! Which is really cool because Dixie is a much larger school than Westminster and probalby does more recruiting. One of the guys on the team said 'hi' to me today, apparently he was the top scorer which is really cool because he spent the last two years on a mission in Brazil. I really don't want to get to know him though because he's the type who I would probably fall for, but he's out of my league. Ah well. Maybe I could just be friends with him? Or maybe this would help me fully get over Tyler, so I can just be friends with him too! ha ha! Well that's all that's really going on in my life right now. ~Amyelk Out