So, the ward held the Spring Dance tonight - and I had a great time. They set everyone up with an escort - they let people who are in a relationship request their partner of course - and they brought in guys to fill the gender gap in the ward. It was very fun! I got a lot of compliments on my dress - someone told me that I had the cutest dress in the room and that people were talking about it. The set it up so that you would end up dancing with a lot of different partners - they gave us a card, kind of like they did in girl scouts and would tell us to find other people with a certain card to dance with. They also had open dances, girls' choice dances, and line dances. The only draw back was that this one guy who has been stalking me for a while a continued to do so - I'm not sure if he likes me, or if he's just trying to mess with my head. Either way, it is so not attractive. A part of me is worriied about the number of pictures he took of me - I really hope he didn't fill up a whole roll of me. He reminds me of Tim from high school who really made me feel dehumanized by the way he treated me - same thing here - I feel dehumanized - although dehumanized probably isn't quite the right word due to the other connotations that are associated with it - these guys weren't trying to kill me after all - it just makes me feel like an pet or a doll. Tim went as far as to call me "Sarah-dog" - I heard once that the name for a female dog is a cuss word and it rhymes with witch - this particular word also means malicious, spiteful, or overbearing woman (thank you Webster!). Some how I doubt that he realized exactly what he was calling me by implying that I was a female dog, he wasn't that smart, but who knows and who cares? I have to be at church early tomorrow for choir, so I'm going to get ready for bed. ~Amyelk Out