Listening to: Anyware is- Enya
Feeling: contemplative
There seems to be two main categories so far, namely Ron and Fantasy. The Ron type is fun to be around and is a cool person, but not one who I can necessarily see myself getting with in the long term, or even really liking on a romantic level for very long.
The reason why I call it the Ron type is because at the end of my Junior year, and a little bit during the start of Junior year, a guy named Ron took a liking to me. At first I liked him back, namely in the first part of the year, but then he got with this other girl and I quickly got over him, partially because I found a guy who I could fantasize over easily. Unfortunately for him, after he and the other girl seemed to break it off, he started to pursue me a little bit. In fact he’s the only guy that has asked me out and that I have repeatedly turned down for a date, I always had a convenient excuse... He asked me out repeatedly, and continued to do so until he discovered that I felt bad for continually turning him down, you see it’s very rude to turn a guy down for a date and some of those excuses were a bit shaky and so I felt a bit guilty. It was during the summer before and during senior year that most of this took place. That was the last time he called me. I was very relieved, and actually had forgotten all about him by the end of the year senior year. Ron was cool, I liked him for a bit, yet I easily got over him. I kind of wish that we could've been friends though, he would have a good guy friend I've decided.
The second category is the Fantasy category. These are the types that I absolutely adore, and don't get over quickly, even if it's not returned. This is primarily Tyler's category, although I've given up on him, a part of me still, and probably always will adore. Unless of course he goes all mass murderer and hurts my family and friends or something like that, then I will sorrow at how wrong I was about his character. Other people who sort of fit this category are Josh C from CVLC, *sigh* it could have been him and me if we were 16, and if it weren't for Emily and Christine. LOL, that was a long time ago. Well not that long, around four years ago. Basically these are the guys who I feel like I already know in some ways. Unfortunately, this sense of knowing is just me projecting my vision onto another person. Thus the line from Brace Face, a show I only watched once or twice, opening song rings true for me I've a feeling I've been dreaming of someone who was never real....
Of course within these categories there are subcategories, and thus in the end We find that everyone is different.
~Amyelk Out
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