I dreamt of Tyler again last night. It was a bizarre dream, aren't most dreams bizarre though? I'm not even sure where to start though. It ended with him and I escaping out the back of a bus and him asking "What about Chersti?" I think we were headed towards some kind of death camps. It started out with a bunch of us going to the fun little village place, or at least it was a good place. Then we all ended up on these buses. Greg, this guy from ward choir, was also on the buses, but he was "evil" and in on it. Strange, Greg is pretty nice, and somewhat attractive, his personality just gets on my nerves sometimes though. Nothing much going on today, I went to Stake Conference with the girls today, we became so lost trying to get there it was sad. We ended up getting directions from this guy who is in our ward named Richard. I don't think I posted this yet, but it was a bit bizarre. In institute, it’s a religious class type thing that goes on during the week, our teacher had us stop and be perfectly quite and still, he told us to just let our minds wander, we did this for 3 minuets, although if you have enough time you should do it for 5. After we had done it, he told us that the things that we were thinking about are what we treasure most. He also told us that if we were thinking about our families or the savior that our hearts were in the right place. I found myself giving a silent prayer, and also thinking about Tyler towards the end. That hurt a lot in class, because what I treasure a person who I don't even know where they are at the moment. I treasure someone who doesn't treasure me back. Does this mean my heart is in the wrong place? Well, actually it probably means that my heart is only partially in the right place, if you can count praying as thinking of our savior, since in my religion we split the god head into 3 different personages that are working together, although when we pray we address the prayer to our Heavenly father and end in the name of Jesus Christ. Or does it just mean that I need to find a new treasure? Perhaps I should try to get him out of my heart. If I ever manage to get his address, I will write him, and that should help me to do just that, at least it will if he refuses to take up correspondence with me. ~Amyelk Out