That's all it is really. I know he's in Brazil now, and I could get his contact information if I really wanted too. *shakes head* missionary hunting (in a nice way, not a I'm gong to shoot you and mount you on my wall way, well maybe if I had a really good camera...) I suppose this is how I know it's not for 'real' I idolize this guy way to much. He's awesome, a gentlemen, a passionate man, a smart man, a kind man, but not my man. Whoever gets him will be quite the lucky person indeed. It's time for me to move on though. Unfortunately, the more I try, the more tangled I become, I must let it all go slowly, and just let him slip out of my heart. After all, I have other things to do, like school work, and getting my webcomic scripted out and the characters for it designed. Heh, I have Reath's name down for the main male character, and I have a design for his best friend. It'll come along eventually I guess. Hopefully I start drawing/ posting it sometime early next year. ~Amyelk Out