I just realized that I need to keep some sort of blog or journal in order to keep my sanity. The times that I have been the most depressed in my life are when I don’t keep some for of log of my life! Such as in the blood bath, more commonly called debate, last year! The year before last, 11th grade, when I was going through a time of depression I at least had my blog to vent to. Last year didn’t have that! So I’ve decided to keep up with my blogging, or at least try to. Today was better I didn’t think about debate last year to much. I just lost my head then. That’s another benefit of blogging, it helps me to keep my head. I just can’t believe the catty things that some people do and say! I mean, can being that mean really make anyone feel truly better or good about themselves? I don’t think so! I also hate gossiping and constant clothes/body talk it gets on nerves like nothing else! I’d like to post the ideal body weight chart in every girls public bathroom across America! At least then it would be smart body talk instead of ‘I’m so fat!’ body talk! I can’t stand it! Some how I’ve managed to get in with some girls who are like this again and it bugs me to know end! At least its only one or two girls here though who are doing this and thank goodness! I think its because most of the people here are intuitive and most intuitive aren’t constantly worrying about their appearance and weight. Speaking of Intuitive, we’re going over the MBTI in one of my classes. I still have the problem that the NF temperament description doesn’t fit me as well as I’d like it to. Oh well, that’s life. I actually feel closer represented by the NT temperament, but I’m a bit to sensitive for that I think. Thus I come to the conclusion that I am INFJ, it’s not uncommon for INFJs to test out as INTJ. ~Amyelk Out