I recieved a letter from Tyler last monday, and he sent me a little picture of himself! I sent him a picture of me today. I feel so happy. Except... I have midterms coming up and I need to go prep for them... in a minute. The Color Code was brought up in one of my institute classes last week (please note that the Color Code is not church docrtine) and I've decided that I have too much white in my personality. It crept in because I was using it in a "You don't care about me, therefore I'm not going to care about you either," sort of way because I was very depressed my senior year of high school and I felt like no one really cared about me, which isn't true. Whites are kind of cold and lazy, but usually are very smart and good peacemakers. I've let the "lazy, and cold" seep into my personality without acquireing the good qualities of the White personality. I'm a blue, which means that I do need to feel like I'm appriciated and that I am motivated by positive reinforcement. I know some people think it's weak or cowardly to be a people pleaser, but I reather enjoy making others happy. It's just how I am. Making others happy makes me happy. This is something I haven't realized before, and it's a very important realization for me to make. I'm going to stop being lazy now and go start preparing for my midterms! Jaa, ~Amyelk Out