just a thought

mmmm. I love that mood. I just got out of the bath and I feel so yummy! I'm bored so I decided to write in here. I was thinking about this year at school and I don't think that it went how I wish it would have gone. Like, I didn't have as much fun as I'd wish. First of all, I made about 3 new friends who I probably wont talk to next year so really they're just acquaintances. I didn't accomplish what I really wanted to. I had good grades, I had some interesting friendships but it really wasn't all I thought it would be. Tenth grade was byfar the most boring one. So I didn't make new friends or have fun, there's always next year, right? Wrong, I'll never be able to say I had a fun sophomore year because I only live it out once. I have no second chance at it, even though I wish I did. Another topic I wanted to talk about. Dan. Dan was a senior. Yesturday was his last day of school, along with all the other seniors at CV. I will never see him ever again. I'm pretty much obsessed with the kid and I'll never see him again. We talked a lot last year (9th grade) and this year I saw him like 3 times! I LOVE HIM! I guess I'll get over it. But, that's another thing I'm mad at myself for, not talking to him as much as I wanted to and not telling him how i feel. Now he'll never know. OOK, so now that i'm done complaining..Jade is coming in 4 days! Yay! It's going to be a problem with all the conflicts right now...hmm. There is one thing I liked about this year...I didn't have any enemies. I fought with people at times but then it was over with. I'm fighting with missy right now, which isn't reli a fight it's more like an end of friendship, but I'm not going to be hostile about it. I'm just moving on. It's something I've learned to do... Well, that's pretty much everything...actually, one last thing!: CONGRATS SENIORS!! I'LL MISS YOU!
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TAM IS AWESOME!! lol. Sophmore year was alright...actuall when I think of it, it was pretty awesome for me. You just have to think back to all the kick ass memories!! lol, finals are next week...noooo!! good luck on them tho!! --*Alicia*
[Anonymous]
Tam your one fun girl and sometimes i wish things were different but one good thing that happened this year was that we became friends again
[Anonymous]
Good job on bringing up your grades and hopefully next year we will be able to hang out. I love you bunches~Justine
[Anonymous]
missy is a fag-no worries!! haha plus she has like what 2 friends now?yea thats def. her!she has nothin better2 do-haha have a rockin summer!!<3urgirl
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