ugh, i'm in a mood where everything annoys me...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. haha..anyway...today was different.. i woke up fairly early (10:00) and i got some breakfast and jumped online. My mom left for work and while I was online jess, my sister, was sitting on the couch watching tv, and she was telling me how she wants a kitten. soo..she goes and gets the newspaper looking for free kittens..and she see a few ads for them. so she called a few. i wish she would've went and gotten one. haha. soooo..then i get off and we eat lunch and sit down and watch some i love the 90's..which always is just greaattt! haha..and then i got back online and jess told me that my mom called and she was giving us money to go get new bathing suits, so we got showered and left. c-swang came with us. woo. so we went to the mall and i found absolutely nothing...and jess found ANOTHER zebra print bathing suit...since she already has like 3948394809324 of them! well, this one is blue..but still... so i was bummed out cuz everything i tried on made me look gross cuz i'm so fucking fat!! haha...seriously everything looked so gross on me i almost puked and it made me feel like shit. so i got home and my mom said she'd take me out tomorrow. buut...she had to go to walmart, so she said we could go to marshalls too and see if they have nething, and we did and i found one. amazinng...i know. it's all black but it has a string on the side and it's only one shouldered. oh yeah, i only wear tankinis so of course it's one. i didn't try on one bikini today..i hate them...well, i love them but not on me. but yeah, i found one and i'm happy. so now i'm sitting here wishing i had my license or wishing i didn't have to go to this stupid orientation thing tomorrow for giant! grrrrrrrrrrrr. and after that i have to babysit, but it'll be cool...more money for me. oh yeah, belle gets her surgery tomorrow :(...aka i have to wake up at like 7:30 to take her..well, i'm going with my mom to take her. i just can't wait until tomorrow night when she's back home with me. haha..back to the kitten topic, i want my sister to go get one!! I love kittens..and cats. they're so cute. i love my cat, but having another one would rock. i think she should just go get one and bring it home whenever...without telling my parents, but then there's nothing they can do about it! hmm...boy hunt 2004 has started. and oh my did i see MANY cute boys yesterday. lemme see...motorcycle boy...WOOOOO..haha hott damn melissa...MY future husband..MINE MINE MINE! or the boy in the jeep next to us, or the boy at giant. and there were SOME cute ones at the mall. damn, too bad i'll never see any of them ever again!!! haha, maybe the giant boy if i go to giant..but that's about it, and he was cute...but i have to say..the jeep boy was the cutest!!! haha, i am boy CRAZY. well...I'm gonna go get a drink and watch TV or something, or maybe just stay online. whooo knows. later kids.