I'm so ANNOYED with myself!! haha, all i talk about is cam...oh..NEVERMIND! Maybe I'll just talk about my weekend. (and then....possibly about you-know-who.) Well, Friday I went home with Missy bcuz that's the norm on friday's now!! Then we did our thaang. Ha, not really...we drove around a little, then went back to her house and fell asleep at like 8:30, of course until Ryan called and made us get outta bed and go hang out with them..which we did do. Then they came and got us (Ryan and Ross=They) and we went to Earl's and watched them try to get this arcade game in his basement. P.S. Earl's dad is quite scary!! lol, and it was a very boring experience, except for when Ryan got shocked!! whoa, that was scary/funny, haha. Melissa and I of course wanted to get outta there asap, and the boys understood...and we decided that they owed us taco bell for putting up with that. So we went to taco bell and then over to sheets where ross got gas, ryan got us drinks, and we sat on our asses watching the bikers and the "pimped out rides" haha. But, we did see a car with rims that always spin!! It ROCKED..haha, then they took us back to missy's and talked to missy's parents a little. Haha, missy's mom makes me laugh!! Whoa, I could have like 15 paragraphs but i will make it two..ha, neway....Yeah, so then I was a poop-head and layed under my covers of sadness...while missy's mom came and jumped on her. I don't remember her leaving so i think i fell asleep pretty early. THen i woke up with my jeans still on, and i felt really gross cuz i hate sleeping in jeans, so i changed. Then we layed in bed until about....3-ish haha. We finally got showers and decided to go see jersey girl. Well, it was a little too early so we went and saw the times and then went to the mall...you-know-who wasn't working...how sad. We went and saw the movie, and that was also sad. I liked it tho. and now, sadly...I'm home! Now it's time to talk about him. you knew it was coming, ahaha. So, here's the story...I don't really know cameron. I know that he's the most good looking guy I've ever seen on the face of the earth, and that he works at pacsun and that he's pretty cool and he's close with his sister. But, that's it. and i wanna know MORE. Seriously, I wanna know like everything about him...sadly the feeling is not returned. Well, actually..I don't know if it is or not. Bcuz i'm too much of a shy asshole to talk to him. I'm not like that tho. I wish I had his screen name, life would be so much easier. Ahh yes, and this is to alicia--it says in ur diary how sometimes u can be the most loud outgoing person and sometimes you can be so shy, i feel ya. I am the same way. I can be so outgoing, I could walk up to a stranger and talk to him/her but I can't walk up to some i actually WANT to talk to. I hate it. Well, not that I'm even MORE sad..haha, I'm gonna go!! Lattter!