ha, i don't really have to pee...but that's one of the moods...so i love it!!! lol... soooooo that kid cameron is def. getting cuter everyday..and tomorrow i have to sit there in gym and just see him and b upset cuz i will never get a chance with him ever in a million zillion years :( Hmmm..did i mention i heart cameron..not love..just heart...cuz my heart like pounds whenever i see that kid!! Ok, you know how sometimes u sit there and you're like ok this is what the perfect guy is like... well here is my description...w/o knowing cameron.. Blond-ish hair Big eyes pretty smile..nice teeth Tall and those seem simple, but there's more to it, and he's like everything I've ever imagined in a guy, and i've heard he's really cool too....whyyyy am i such a pussy?!! Please...haha, i already told missy (and family..) that if I died they should tell cameron that i liked him. lol..cuz he will never know, bcuz then he wont like me and i will hate myself! haha. Today i was really bored in study hall and i wrote what my perfect day would be like out on a piece of paper...it pretty much said how i would wake up and exercise, get in a cool shower, not have to do nething with my hair or put on any makeup bcuz i look fine with out worrying...having all my homework done and being really attentive and then getting a ride home from...and this is what i said "a really cute boy with curly blonde hair" and i went on to say how we would drive around for a bit and then go to dairy queen were we would talk and laugh and then he would drive me home and ask me out again. The rest of the night i would do my homework, exercise, take a shower and go to sleep. It seems like such a simple day but it would honestly be like the most perfect day ever in the whole world. But guess what, i was at my locker and i put all my junk on the floor cuz it was in my way, and i didnt have the paper like secured newhere it was just folded up on top of everything. I was about to go throw it away. but after getting all my books i forgot about it and just left it there, and when i got to class i realized i left it there..but figured it would be there when i got out, cuz if i would've asked to go to the bathroom mr. neumeyer would've flipped. so i waited and when i went back to my locker it was gone!! Someone prob. picked it up and read and, and i had my name on it cuz after i wrote it i was doodling and wrote my name and shit...haha. so if u picked it up...i hope u enjoyed it!! Lol..this entry is so pointless. i heart cameron..bye!