there are times when i feel like the loneliest person on the earth. is that crazy? probably not, but it is dramatic. i don't know what's wrong with me. i think i rely too much on other people to make me happy. i know i need to make myself happy, i just don't know how. it's hard to be confident when you're not that pretty. it's hard to like yourself when...you don't. you know? i would be happy if i looked more like a supermodel. and i hate people that say that you have to be happy with who YOU are. how is that possible? you can't just wake up, look in the mirror, and say "Hey, you know what, i AM pretty" if you don't think you're pretty. it doesn't make sense. it's not confidence, it's convincing yourself of something that's not true. it's brainwashing yourself to think that you are pretty, when deep down you think you're not...pretty. ok, i'm going to stop. ♥Tammy